Attacking

Nightmare has coming in

when she told me honestly

break down, heart attack

broke me up

But I can still smile

even it’s a fake smile

she asked me everything ’bout him

and I answer it with pleasure

I can accept it, actually

I can realize that I should stop it

I give her smile when we talked ’bout him

it’s like never happen

But truly in my deeply heart,

this heartattack killin’ me

’cause I’ve been grown too strong,

I can skip it as always

When I can accept it

the new-one has coming in (again)

But for the old people

who always around me, close to me

It’s surprise

it’s like a grenade which will kill me

and you got it, baby

I’ve known what you don’t know

but I pretend to let it all

’cause I wanna show it

even my heart was called

-with tears-